I was gonna say something else.

Well, my life is very different in a bad way.

I guess with me people pretty much go with how I feel, but I go by knowing the outcome of something.

Let's see how this looks: YouTube.

That's funny because it's the people who aren't the romantic type and not even the feeling life who seem to just go with whatever they feel comes to them, like memorizing a piece of music and improvising on it.

It looks like my life was already ruined.  My life has become fake yet raw.