Sunday, May 27, 2012

Same Person

People seem to think I'm not me.

I think I'm going to sleep, soon.

Are you supposed to avoid the facts?

?

I'm already a perfectionist.

Why ride up my ass?

Why does everyone else get away with fooling around?

Just because they've gotten themselves in a bind doesn't mean they can use me.  This stuff doesn't have to happen to others!

Facebook isn't working!

Facebook Videos

I'm trying to upload a video, well 2 actually, to Facebook and it's not working!

1 New Video of Me Talking and 24 New Photos of Me

YouTube

Photobucket

It's nice to know that

things should be done in an orderly fashion and that rest preps you up for when you're able to make decisions in the world, one day.

I can't find this post, neither.

I said something about Johnny Depp having things Mickey Mouse probably because I was upset about the "n" word thing.  I'll try not to get upset.  It's funny when he does that.  We all do that sometimes.

Old IMDb Accounts

http://www.imdb.com/user/ur33790337/boards/profile
http://www.imdb.com/user/ur33791337/boards/profile

New IMDb Accounts

1 2

Did you ever realize

something important happens because of something important?

The remote's not broke.

Why do I feel the urge to say sorry

long after I already have?  I thought usually you did it one time, maybe others, though for most people that would be considered unnecessary.  I didn't think there were any exceptions to the rule.

Is it something I missed?  Why doesn't anyone else do anything like this?

Certain Words Versus Certain Actions

There is no "bad word," just bad meanings.  These days, it's become safe to not use them against others, though I accept when people are bad to me.  I agree, it seems like it would be out-of-place to use certain ones, but at least the person knows they didn't do anything wrong if they are called something, though they may have done something wrong to be in that position, depends really.

I know people don't get in trouble for using lots of words a lot.  I thought I'd use them only when they fit in and not against others, I guess unless the unlikely even that I lost it in which case would be a defense.  It's become so that they pry on perfectionists so that when attacked you shouldn't be using bad words.  It's probably not an idea that makes sense, anyway.  Just consider these words fads.

So, forget that I

and my family are fed up with people denying that I did the right thing.

So, some people wanna

bring up stuff with me but get mad when I try to solve a problem?

They don't believe in

others getting mad, like just a little critical.

Why do some people

think it's about being fair to those who "don't follow the rules?"

Why do people idealize

things to be upfront yet submissive?

Did you notice

people are figuring out who did the right thing?

I don't actually

condemn people for their faults|flaws.

I can't find a post.

I thought I said Johnny Depp was ditzy.  People say he acts drunk.  That's probably because they say he drinks a lot of alcohol.  At least, I didn't say that.  I was mad already about something that's had some people up on me.  I didn't say what it was.  I already addressed that issue, though.  It was quite successful of an address.  I can't even find the sensation I was thinking of.  :(  Anyway, sorry.  I just find that his fans or the public take him haphazardly and keep getting confused.  He seems to designate that his fans are innocent.

Johnny Depp

I was thinking about him while I posted some things but didn't say it was him specifically I intended to point out.

Is it a ghost?

God help me.

I didn't do anything that's illegal.

This shouldn't even be happening.

They seem to always find something.

Though, it doesn't make sense.  I'm hoping my dad just gets a new remote.

I was having a good morning.

Baby Boomers and such are obsessed with bringing up the past.

Do some people believe in having fun

while thinking you are worthless?

Johnny Depp

He probably doesn't like being told this, but he did seem to put pressure on posting about him online after Sweeney Todd, or is it just me that I did music and thought I should?  It's just that you can't prove the opposite point if that's not what happened.  I forget how I figured.

I'M TIRED OF PEOPLE PICKING ON ME

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" didn't play and record on Friday.  Now, the remote's not working.  It's just not working pressing the guide and record options.  I threw it 2 years ago when I was mad, and suddenly this happens.  That's when I went to the mental hospital for a month.

I should have happily just done this!

Music Education

The Music Therapy facilities

were nicer.

If I was ready to go to college and major in Music Education...

...it would have been paradise.

Helena Bonham Carter

I hope my figuring out what happened doesn't put her in danger.

Why not just happily roll along?

Go along with the crowd and laugh at how bad I am and my situation!

Don't deny though when it seems like I as a person deserve something.

I will not be joining in the "festivities."

People Who Hang Onto the Past as an Excuse

are RACISTS

Flawed Logic

You'd think, oh, well that's too bad if you wanted a better relationship with your parents because I don't have one.

Proof No One Cares About Me

So, I have problems when I go to the ice cream shop with customers and with the people who work at all the smoothie places.

Also, I think Helena Bonham Carter wants me dead in at 1st acting like I should call her daughter the "n" word online.  I can see her thinking that I might kill her from being so mad at how she rubs in her joy that Tim Burton is her father and I don't get to see him.  He's stopped doing interviews, too, so I've lost interest in him.  Not really, but he seems nice when he does get out in public.  Anyway, I can just see Helena Bonham Carter saying, "She's going to do it" about her daughter acting mean, and she did.  She cares so much about her daughter she wants to get me mad enough to kill her, but I won't, of course.  She thinks I need to get it out another way and plans to do me away because she wants Tim Burton all for herself and he likes me and she's Jewish and figures she can pick on me being Chinese-Indonesian though Tim Burton liked me a lot.

It's suppertime!

I felt really depressed, but...

Highlight to read if you want to read about going to the bathroom


I didn't feel like I had to pooh, but I had to pee but not that badly.  I ended up going just because I had to blow my nose and got my hands dirty.  I do have hand sanitizer in my room.  Anyway, so I went and I poohed kind of a lot.  I feel better now.