Tuesday, May 22, 2012
I guess I've done enough jogging for awhile.
I'd like to more, but the upper body workouts and healthy food seem to be more of a concentration|concern.
Eating
I guess I'm steering clear of my family when they're together now for some reason. I'm gonna ask my aunt to tell my grandma I haven't been feeling well but would like to call ASAP.
Why do people keep boring
that you follow the obvious with someone when they don't want you to do that? I guess you can't fix your problem, like that.
It's how much you try.
Some people are treated worsely than others and led to believe things that others change the meaning of along the way.
Ooh.
I see people keep changing their minds. At least, I know what's going on and how they seem like they're dishonest people.
Because my dad is older than my mom...
...wait, people older than him don't have power over me. This is sick. He seems to find pleasure in manipulating me. I wonder if my mom led me to believe that. He has episodes of not being himself. He doesn't have to be silly you know, finding pleasure in my problems.
ARGH
LEAVE ME ALONE YOU PERVS
Now, I feel I can't sit up straight. I keep twitching and swaying just because I thought about it. I'm like going back and forth like a clock. It's like having a seizure.
Now, I feel I can't sit up straight. I keep twitching and swaying just because I thought about it. I'm like going back and forth like a clock. It's like having a seizure.
Female Thing
I just got a load after dreaming of having a baby girl who was red and pretty solid, like not wrinkly, and I guess kinda big. That's not what I want my child like. I had to get it, though... I'm guessing this won't be regular, as usual.
Young People Today
It's funny how complex people get as they age, but I was pretty complex when I was younger, too.
How can you get mad at the way someone does something in private?
It's their doing. Why does it have to affect your stance? What's the deal here???
Wow, nothing genuinely matters, anymore.
People need to stop terrorizing me and what I go about doing.
Mattering
I dunno about why some people should matter to me in certain ways, in general.
It's funny the way young people seem to matter.
It's funny the way young people seem to matter.
Why get me mad?
Why not talk to me? You know, in school people start to ignore others once they've settled deeply into clusters. They have their reasons. It was sorta an obligation to stand by their whims, nonetheless, while it lasted.
Why do I have to think other people matter?
OH MY GOD WHAT IS THIS
Other people matter, but no one really thinks about other people. This is getting ridiculous. I didn't do anything! No one cares about me. How does that feel? I don't think it matters, anymore.
Other people matter, but no one really thinks about other people. This is getting ridiculous. I didn't do anything! No one cares about me. How does that feel? I don't think it matters, anymore.
People are so caught up with possibilities.
They don't realize that you can do something the wrong way, picking at something that's wrong with another person.
Spreading Rumors About Me
It seems there is some consensus that I'm "secretly" a bad person and I don't get to know until my life's over.
Oh, wow, I wonder what's important, now.
Anyway, I've been saying it was important, all along. It's not my fault it comes up!
Someone needs to stop thinking they can be authoritative with me.
What a joke. I didn't even do anything wrong. Like I have to even say that. :p
Fools and Fooling
Just because "I'm a fool" doesn't mean you have to be one, too. I love to fool, though.
I dunno. I blame my problems on lots of things.
I dunno. I blame my problems on lots of things.
@TheEllenShow - The Young Woman on Your Show Yesterday
She and her friend sure looked adamant about your show when they were freshmen in high school. I remember 2 other people who also were regulars to your show. It makes me jealous I didn't do that, but it's that I was a purist to media, in general.
I see you don't have an official forum and that your IMDb site isn't busily active. That's too bad. It'd be fun to meet people who have watched your show a lot. I also wanted to start watching "The David Letterman Show" with my dad. He also watches "The Jay Leno Show." It seems that one's pretty big. I record your show in case I'm not awake. I don't do anything. So, I just went over and am posting on your board at the IMDb. :)
Oh my! I so missed out on movies other than the mainstream and the big TV shows other than cartoons growing up! It's not the same, anymore. I've seen every major children's show that ever existed. Well, maybe not technically, but it kinda seems like it. You know, I'm from where you're from, a different city, though. Well, I moved there when I was 12, so I'm kinda not from there. I didn't leave until I was in college, though. My brother was gonna stay there with my mom, but the hurricane chased them away. It's too bad, but I'm glad my family is together. My brother seemed mad about being here after awhile. I was just happy. I was a bit uncomfortable after awhile. Anyway, like, I didn't even know when Pirates of the Caribbean came out. Oh, I knew it existed! I was also dragged into I think every Star Wars. I tried to start watching TV after I got in trouble online. I watched "Ghost Adventures" and because of it have actually seen real ghosts. I saw them after watching the show after taking a long break, though. They're listed on my MySpace. I need to make a separate website on them. The list is getting too long. It isn't really freaking me out when I see them. I tried watching "The Secret Circle," which is mostly kids younger than me, but for some reason I haven't been keeping up. It stars a girl, well co-star, from Destrehan who was Miss Teen USA 2004. She's a year and a half younger. I really like one of the parents who had more roles before. http://website-of-people.yolasite.com/gale-harold.php
Anyway, it looks like it was real fun to watch your show back in 2004. Wait, that's when I was a freshman. That girl was 21, and I had calculated that she was a freshman in 2004. I didn't even get that right on my calculator!!!! I don't know, I can't get it. I'm 26. That's so sad. She was a freshman and had so much fun, but then the world changed for some reason I really don't know. Her life seems to be similar to mine in some ways. Was that her best friend next to her at your show??? I wish she still looked like she used to look. I wouldn't want to change myself for someone else in any way, not that permanently. There are ways you can do it and still be yourself. That's obvious. Some people just can't do it. I am solving my problems.
So, yea, keep the dedicated fans coming! I think you had an African-American and then an Asian who watched your show and then her and her friend. Come to think of it, I think that the girl on your show should have looked more like her friend, but no they didn't think of it. Oh my! D: Still, she seemed genuinely like a nice young girl. I've had friends not show up their best for me, too, but they wouldn't improve. I was very mad inside and kinda did away with them because they weren't talking to me. I guess I have problems? Also, I'm privileged over others in having a gentle home and being a gentle person. Most people tend to like me a lot as an adult and as I was growing up a lot, too. I think I got so animate from playing with my little brother. I also wanted to be a boy. I didn't like my short hair but kept it short for awhile, not very short, though, most of the time. Once, it looked like a boy length haircut, when I was almost 9. I did gymnastics until I turned 9, too. I always felt different from other girls|people. I never felt myself tingle and be sunk in. I wasn't on a team, though. It was just brutal work once or twice a week. So, back to the topic, I enjoy seeing your fans!
I wonder why a lot of people don't post about you on IMDb. I might start joining other sites around the web. I bet you get attention on Twitter. Too bad it's private. I don't know why sometimes you can't see any of the responses and sometimes you can see like 5 of them. You have to click on them to know, too. I like blogging, but there's no comment feed. It's neat how Facebook has a comment view version of photos.
Well, okay, I'll talk tooo you later!
I see you don't have an official forum and that your IMDb site isn't busily active. That's too bad. It'd be fun to meet people who have watched your show a lot. I also wanted to start watching "The David Letterman Show" with my dad. He also watches "The Jay Leno Show." It seems that one's pretty big. I record your show in case I'm not awake. I don't do anything. So, I just went over and am posting on your board at the IMDb. :)
Oh my! I so missed out on movies other than the mainstream and the big TV shows other than cartoons growing up! It's not the same, anymore. I've seen every major children's show that ever existed. Well, maybe not technically, but it kinda seems like it. You know, I'm from where you're from, a different city, though. Well, I moved there when I was 12, so I'm kinda not from there. I didn't leave until I was in college, though. My brother was gonna stay there with my mom, but the hurricane chased them away. It's too bad, but I'm glad my family is together. My brother seemed mad about being here after awhile. I was just happy. I was a bit uncomfortable after awhile. Anyway, like, I didn't even know when Pirates of the Caribbean came out. Oh, I knew it existed! I was also dragged into I think every Star Wars. I tried to start watching TV after I got in trouble online. I watched "Ghost Adventures" and because of it have actually seen real ghosts. I saw them after watching the show after taking a long break, though. They're listed on my MySpace. I need to make a separate website on them. The list is getting too long. It isn't really freaking me out when I see them. I tried watching "The Secret Circle," which is mostly kids younger than me, but for some reason I haven't been keeping up. It stars a girl, well co-star, from Destrehan who was Miss Teen USA 2004. She's a year and a half younger. I really like one of the parents who had more roles before. http://website-of-people.yolasite.com/gale-harold.php
Anyway, it looks like it was real fun to watch your show back in 2004. Wait, that's when I was a freshman. That girl was 21, and I had calculated that she was a freshman in 2004. I didn't even get that right on my calculator!!!! I don't know, I can't get it. I'm 26. That's so sad. She was a freshman and had so much fun, but then the world changed for some reason I really don't know. Her life seems to be similar to mine in some ways. Was that her best friend next to her at your show??? I wish she still looked like she used to look. I wouldn't want to change myself for someone else in any way, not that permanently. There are ways you can do it and still be yourself. That's obvious. Some people just can't do it. I am solving my problems.
So, yea, keep the dedicated fans coming! I think you had an African-American and then an Asian who watched your show and then her and her friend. Come to think of it, I think that the girl on your show should have looked more like her friend, but no they didn't think of it. Oh my! D: Still, she seemed genuinely like a nice young girl. I've had friends not show up their best for me, too, but they wouldn't improve. I was very mad inside and kinda did away with them because they weren't talking to me. I guess I have problems? Also, I'm privileged over others in having a gentle home and being a gentle person. Most people tend to like me a lot as an adult and as I was growing up a lot, too. I think I got so animate from playing with my little brother. I also wanted to be a boy. I didn't like my short hair but kept it short for awhile, not very short, though, most of the time. Once, it looked like a boy length haircut, when I was almost 9. I did gymnastics until I turned 9, too. I always felt different from other girls|people. I never felt myself tingle and be sunk in. I wasn't on a team, though. It was just brutal work once or twice a week. So, back to the topic, I enjoy seeing your fans!
I wonder why a lot of people don't post about you on IMDb. I might start joining other sites around the web. I bet you get attention on Twitter. Too bad it's private. I don't know why sometimes you can't see any of the responses and sometimes you can see like 5 of them. You have to click on them to know, too. I like blogging, but there's no comment feed. It's neat how Facebook has a comment view version of photos.
Well, okay, I'll talk tooo you later!
Something Missing
Some people aren't all that warm and fuzzy. I don't think you have to be a homo to do it!
If no one else agrees...
...wait, why didn't this person get told not to tell me to call their daughter the "n" word online?
So, why do I wonder...
...if certain people really disapprove of me for the "n" word thing. Some people don't have straight answers.
I just said bye to my dad.
We had a good meeting. It's nice we're on terms, again. We already were, but I decided to start seeing him for breakfast and hopefully lunch and dinner.
Johnny Depp messed up.
I sense that he did...
...Well, I dunno.
I guess he had to *dress up his secrets*
...Well, I dunno.
I guess he had to *dress up his secrets*
Spoilsport
My dad seems to not like that I have a good relationship with his oldest sister. True, there have been bumps in the road.
My dad seems to be out to get my brother.
He didn't do anything wrong just now. It seems they had a hard time yesterday.
Tim Burton and Johnny Depp seemed to promise...
...to always be nice and open to their fans. ,:|
How do other messages keep reaching me?
How do other messages keep reaching me?
I wasn't even talking about her!
I just said something that I thought applied to her but didn't say it!!!
Nothing Wrong
It is true that they've overly smothered their daughter, Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter. They've and others have darted out of the fact that they convinced me to call her the "n" word just to be modern and joke with it for fun. Now, they've sorta somehow rubbed off that she's more special than me in a not nice way that doesn't make sense.
Things were going okay...
...until I went out to see my dad at breakfast. He came out late and said he had something special to do instead of work. I was just going to the bathroom and heard him eating the eggs.
I'm tired of people acting like I'm a bad person. I have hard times. I know their lives are more robotic. They've cut corners to ruin my life.
I'm tired of people acting like I'm a bad person. I have hard times. I know their lives are more robotic. They've cut corners to ruin my life.
Looks to the Left ... Looks to the Right
< < > >
I don't want to let anything out. I hope I don't have anything to let out. I can't do anything the wrong way.
I don't want to let anything out. I hope I don't have anything to let out. I can't do anything the wrong way.
Okay, so, who's gonna find out?
I noticed everyone on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" has a supple frame and when she had the 2 girls up playing the game. I was interested to see how big my butt was. I was supposed to be doing these butt exercises and jogging. I did do my sit-ups and push-ups, today. It really makes a difference.
I'm eating breakfast with my dad, again.
I'm making him his 2 eggs. I'm guessing now he has toast when I don't eat with him.
Have you ever heard of...
...giving yourself up for someone being unattractive? That just kinda happens with me, but I wish I was over it already.
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