Christina Barrett: 06/21/12

Thursday, June 21, 2012

I never really did anything wrong.

People think they can pick at my wanting to be perfect and my being human.

These corduroys aren't keeping me warm.

and my sweater shrank.

English people are all snobby.

And I'm a snoot.

My dad doesn't understand the world.

He didn't want me to be treated for nothing but made it happen. It's my aunt's fault, but I don't know why she chimed into what was going on with me at school, which wasn't anything disobedient. :|

People can't be so affective

every time something happens. I think I know who started this nonsense.

That lady was saying

I was soo attractive and that she knows I'm smart. She wants to get me back into drama.

So, I drew a girl and for some reason the eyes were in a little. I don't think that's bad. It just happened. I left it that way because it looked so so good, like nothing you'd ever seen, other than the fact that the eyes were in a little. Stuff like this happens. It doesn't have to mean anything and doesn't mean anything outlandish, just that I'm gonna pay more attention to where I put the eyeballs. :p

I guess

I'm not up for that rap.

I feel a bit inhibited by others being so critical of me.

I felt good seeing the case worker.

I can't believe I have a case worker.

My dad asked my brother to see her, like in order to meet the whole family. I think she suggested him while I sneaked out to go to the bathroom. I don't think my brother is happy about that. Also, my parents are oblivious. I got an African-American lady case worker, which is nice. She seems to really know what she's doing and is very smart about things and respects me greatly. She has some faults. She had to play with a little thing that was falling all over the table. I just got up and left in the middle of them talking. They've been talking for an hour.

My dad is quite agitated, and I bet my mom doesn't approve of that. If you don't do as they wish, they will act like you're gay or a nigger or something.