Sunday, July 1, 2012

It's not safe!

I just accidentally ended up calling someone the "n" word who and whose parents seemed to want me to do it, and I think they did for whatever reason.  It's hard for me not to feel guilty around other people who can tell I'm guilty, from what people around me have treated me like, because the girl was only just turning 2 years old I think in a matter of days.  So, the girl wasn't African-American and was white.  I just can't get out of the guilt because of how young she was, but the situation says that's just how it is.

I'm pretty sure it's at least partly the fault of the parents and an excuse to get rid of me.  I was doing well before, but after that I seemed to look worse.

You're not supposed to

be able to take into account that I have Chinese-Indonesian genes.  I also have Native American from northeastern America or Canada an probably Jewish.

New Video of Me Singing

YouTube

So! 8p

I weigh 160 pounds.

Ooh, now I remember!

People seemed to think though not a voice major ... I was happier to sing than anyone else.  Haha!  That's because I've been doing it for most of my life already.

Boondocks Versus "Progress"

Do some people think because of where they're from somewhere else should not advance as much as it should?  I thought that was embarrassing and could get you in trouble.  Everyone only has one life and so much to hope for in it, in a way...