Monday, May 28, 2012

My dad and I've been...

...watching Happy Feet 2 and I've been talking to him about people treating me funnily about the "n" word.

I just wanted to

send my e-mail at a certain time but didn't finish editing but didn't know that.

All Day

It sounded like I was cursing on the inside, but most people didn't mind though they probably influenced me to do it.  It started out I e-mailed my aunt and told her about my grocery shopping.  My mom came in.  She was testy, in a way that made sense, and in the end I pushed her, like friendly but upset.  She's like you never pushed me, and I don't remember but think I have.  She's barged in on me in ways.  So, my dad also acted differently.  I came out and looked at them wondering about their last secret message.  I stomped my feet today at them but not like crazily.

He had just talked to my grandma...

...I've been up since 5 and am kinda tired.

He changed all of a sudden.  We were doing pills and it sounded like he called me a nigger.  Then, he seemed to try to stimulate me by thinking of someone I care about in a way I didn't like.

I've been...

...out talking with my dad about the "n" word thing.  We couldn't finish.  We finished up on Johnny Depp, my dad saying basically he doesn't care about anyone but himself in that before he said no one cares about anyone and then that Johnny Depp like for instance doesn't know about me and stuff like that.  I had complained near the end that people can read into me even when I don't want them to and it's because they think something like they aren't capable of being a movie star but are so good they can read into me like it's not because I'm smart.  My dad said Johnny Depp won't know me unless I am like in a movie with him.

12 New Photos of Me

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Bye!

I'll be gone all day.  I might go jogging this evening.  Well, I might be back in the late afternoon or maybe at night.  Like, I might be here by 10 P.M.  Dunno.

17 New Photos of Me

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New Video of Me Talking

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I slept for 12 1|2 hours.

I'll probably be gone some of today.