Monday, July 2, 2012

New Videos of Me Singing

YouTube

I shouldn't get so mad.

I felt as though I've gotten over something.

Nevermind

This girl doesn't do piano there.

Advice for Young Singers ... From Me

I was just jogging and wondering about ballet versus voice.  I found you have to know piano to do voice eventually because it's gonna be songs you don't know...  Like, you have to play out the melody or something.  I was thinking about a YouTube I was watching of someone who does both piano and voice.  I think I would not keep up piano because even if you did want to be a piano star, too, it's more about talent than like you think in ballet did you do it all the time from age such and such to age such and such.  If you wear yourself out as a person, you won't be happy.  People start things late and get good at them.  I'm not sure what the records are, though, on this matter.

New Video of Me Singing

YouTube

You know, I wish that-

I never wasted money on stuff.

Why are Americans in European relations so into

doing "things literally?"  I know in America we tend to skirt by what seems to exist, like certain feelings and things we do emotionally.  It sure was like that in school.  We didn't really do much in way of like history, religion to my dismay in college, English V, ... I don't know why.

People really do what you expect.

Why do I feel less German?  Is it because I've been into this English stuff?

It seems like people really do treat you a certain way if for them something isn't as much as yours in a way that is liked.

I just feel a bit funny.  I know I got into Johnny Depp.  He is part German but lives in Paris.

People have been funny, some, around me, who have things going for them, like I shouldn't reap the benefits of my life, but I don't agree with that anymore.

Huh..

My room is pretty neat.  Everything doesn't match.  I probably shouldn't paint the garage, which is my room..  I have some things to put away.  I kinda want more space.  I'm thinking of storing some things away in boxes.  I need more room for clothes.  What kind of people have all this in order?..

Why did before

reading messages online seem to take like negative time and you want more and now it is laborious?

Think of all we've lost.

So, I've been singing some hits I am anticipating to see turn into remakes, while I was showering.

Imagine if more talented people became more well-known in the 90s and 80s and such.  Today, things just seem different, like everyone's been knocked out.  It's too bad...I'm not sure if we have a lot of videos from the hurricane of us.  Imagine what could have happened if we used our talents in the world, more.  Should we give everything up and just try to get by day to day where we are stationed?

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Ahhh

I love having an online writing record.

So, yea, my hair is dried and I'm all ready with my makeup.  I didn't grow up wearing makeup, like in high school and college.  I started after I took a break from college, and I never went back!  My mom said to do theater.  I almost was gonna do singing a year ago.

Showered and Refreshed

People who think they're more compatible with hard-to-talk-to people.

People think that there are some people who have it great, not mixed race, at least not as much as others.  They think that they're suggestive to those who are mixed race or who don't seem as you'd expect people to be.  By the way, I know some people are mean, and I have no idea why what I said would be taken as mean.  You don't seem to even know what I was talking about.  So, people think, if they just are in the moment and focus on certain basic things, like holding onto reactions and maybe dabbling in reacting to physical features, that that's like "what" life is and that they think they have to be seen as perfect and different from most others, though there are a lot of people who are being like that more and more each day.  I've seen that people can get violently mad.  It's affected the whole of my life, intentional or not.  I can't stand when people say they're all that and then get mad when you talk about them, as though you're suggesting something and they deserve to enjoy their life more than you do because it's already their "thing."  Most people who are more fun have this problem.  They can really pore into you, regardless of if they have|need to or not.  I guess pretty much everyone is like this nowadays.  I'm not like that, though.  I don't have to be.  I don't think everyone in the world is like this.  It's not where I live, neither, just the people I've interacted with.  I'm not a failure, racially.  Those things are not supposed to be suggested.  It's offensive.  I don't want to look Asian nor Native American.  My dad's mom's probably Jewish from both of her parents.

... I remember when ... I remember I remember

I used to think I could even be a stage actor and memorize all that stuff, but that's since left me, as well.  I should probably look more into acting.  I think I've lost my voice.  I can't see myself being in an opera.  I think, at one point I would have been good, but they told me I couldn't take voice at my old college and I got into Johnny Depp and felt guilty about having many talents.