Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Getting a Helping Career Socially
How to Become a Talk Show Host
"Start purging the seven "forbidden words" from your vocabulary."
I may be too old for that. I may, also, be too old to study film in college. They told me I had to have an AA in General Studies if I want to do film and am not a 1st year student.
"Start purging the seven "forbidden words" from your vocabulary."
I may be too old for that. I may, also, be too old to study film in college. They told me I had to have an AA in General Studies if I want to do film and am not a 1st year student.
Working Out
I'm jogging for 1 1|2 hours now. I was laden with weight! :D
Now, I can't wait for breakfast. 8|
Now, I can't wait for breakfast. 8|
The Chinese
I wonder if they're ways of being a certain stereotype in a Caucasian way are genuine. I'm 1|2 Chinese, and the way I am being more basic, like not any certain extreme, causes me to wonder...
I feel that "second chance" coming on.
I just don't eat junk food|sweets and I will get skinnier! No need to hover around the table.
Waah Waah Boo Hoo
It looks like I gotta get off the sweets. I even wondered about fasting.
I don't think I will fast. I dunno. I mean I do jog and so need to eat to build muscle. Ahahaha! If I didn't I guess I'd just get tired. I used to be pretty skinny, though. It's interesting my head wasn't shrunken in, though, like my cheeks were still a little fat and I didn't look bony, at all. I guess now I'm average.
Maybe, I will try to eat less, though. I mean instead of eating so much. More small meals. So, if I get hungry I can cook up something healthy to satisfy my hunger.
I don't think I will fast. I dunno. I mean I do jog and so need to eat to build muscle. Ahahaha! If I didn't I guess I'd just get tired. I used to be pretty skinny, though. It's interesting my head wasn't shrunken in, though, like my cheeks were still a little fat and I didn't look bony, at all. I guess now I'm average.
Maybe, I will try to eat less, though. I mean instead of eating so much. More small meals. So, if I get hungry I can cook up something healthy to satisfy my hunger.
Good thing
I told my dad I didn't want my mom to get me a Nook for my birthday because now they've come out with one that glows.
It looks like the sweets got out of hand.
I was having birthday cake and I guess I went overboard beyond the regular restrictions I would have had had I started dieting some other time.
Dignity
I used to get a lot of respect, but I feel things took a turn for the worse when we knew we were gonna move to the New Orleans area, or some time around that.
After I thought my life was an experiment, which took up my attention, and was kicked out of my major, I started having problems in college but thought each semester could be better, though that never happened for 7 semesters or something if you maximize how you count semesters.
I guess people just can't get over the fact they knew and acted further like my life was an experiment.
Then, the "n" word thing happened, which is trying to be scaled as worse.
So, anyway, I may have never done anything wrong out of my own will nor on purpose, but people are starting to turn me inside out, suggesting things in their actions that were simply human before.
After I thought my life was an experiment, which took up my attention, and was kicked out of my major, I started having problems in college but thought each semester could be better, though that never happened for 7 semesters or something if you maximize how you count semesters.
I guess people just can't get over the fact they knew and acted further like my life was an experiment.
Then, the "n" word thing happened, which is trying to be scaled as worse.
So, anyway, I may have never done anything wrong out of my own will nor on purpose, but people are starting to turn me inside out, suggesting things in their actions that were simply human before.
So, apparently...
...I started jogging and that made me thinner. I'm doing sit-ups, side sit-ups, and push-ups, too, hadn't done them in a little while and started back up last night. Now, though, I'm not quite as thin, I assume from too much dessert for awhile. I'm thinking it was a temporary craving. I wonder if I have to have a certain goal in order to follow through with something. I wonder if I should be taking smaller portions of food, as well. I think there's just a certain amount you need and that you don't need to go overboard. You don't have to be too picky, as long as you're pretty much eating normal food and not junk food.
I guess people don't realize
they have a way of getting back at other people for things they didn't know they did. Something of that nature.
I had a craving for sweets.
I'm wondering if it's too much. I don't know how often you're supposed to treat yourself.
Also, my dad I think doesn't want to go grocery shopping until Saturday, and the only meat I have is chicken. I ended up having 2 hot dogs in the A.M. hours. We had went grocery shopping I think on Monday. I just didn't think that I needed a variety in meat, for some reason.
You know, things like this happen and it's as though I did something wrong. I don't like being closely monitored and mistakenly judged for realizing a fact or having a certain attitude.
Also, my dad I think doesn't want to go grocery shopping until Saturday, and the only meat I have is chicken. I ended up having 2 hot dogs in the A.M. hours. We had went grocery shopping I think on Monday. I just didn't think that I needed a variety in meat, for some reason.
You know, things like this happen and it's as though I did something wrong. I don't like being closely monitored and mistakenly judged for realizing a fact or having a certain attitude.
been eating and drinking
all night
I saw the 1st maybe 10 minutes of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," but my parents will wake up in awhile.
I might play around on IMDb. Make some serious posts have some fun.
I saw the 1st maybe 10 minutes of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," but my parents will wake up in awhile.
I might play around on IMDb. Make some serious posts have some fun.
New Photo of Me
in the album of my best photos
http://i1124.photobucket.com/albums/l568/ChristinaBarrett/Me%20-%20Current%20Pictures/2012-06-07-3.png
http://i1124.photobucket.com/albums/l568/ChristinaBarrett/Me%20-%20Current%20Pictures/2012-06-07-3.png
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