I just accidentally ended up calling someone the "n" word who and whose parents seemed to want me to do it, and I think they did for whatever reason. It's hard for me not to feel guilty around other people who can tell I'm guilty, from what people around me have treated me like, because the girl was only just turning 2 years old I think in a matter of days. So, the girl wasn't African-American and was white. I just can't get out of the guilt because of how young she was, but the situation says that's just how it is.
I'm pretty sure it's at least partly the fault of the parents and an excuse to get rid of me. I was doing well before, but after that I seemed to look worse.
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