When will I have a good day, again?

I was supposed to go to a visiting group, but I was just getting new profiles and have to eat supper.  I didn't take a shower because I was waking up each hour trying to get a profile I lost count of for some reason.  Ah!  I haven't been doing ballet, neither, which costs money.  I have to be careful.  I think the group meets an hour a week.