My Life's Cycle

I wish things were going better.  They got bad since the "n" word thing.  It kinda got bad when I was mad at racists and threw my laptop against the wall.  I didn't even get an Apple, the laptop being broken a lot, anyway.  I went out a little after that.  After the mental hospital, I went out a lot.  I looked okay right when I got back from the interaction but later not.