I'm concerned.

My mom has always, in a way, supported my interest in other people.  It's funny, my grandma wanted me to call her every night and read a Bible reading for the past year or so.  I was sorta settling in with my parents still, but now I'm getting older, fast it seems.  I thought I could do both, but for some reason it feels my immediate family is torn apart.  I also e-mail my aunt, and our relationship is pretty good, a little hard when my life was hard though we still kept in touch.