Ever since

I thought Helena Bonham Carter sent me a message, like using body language in pictures having read me up online as I know many have, to call her daughter the "n" word and already clearly symbolically did that to me.  The daughter even was in on it.  I know my parents were strict with me in my early years before gaining full consciousness or whatever.

So, people acted like I wanted to do that and I guess not that I went crazy innocently or some other excuse...

So, ever since that, people have been doing things to me.  It wasn't like this before.  I suppose it was to be done, anyway, but it's just because of trying to make life make sense for child celebs.