Monday, May 21, 2012
My mom just came in and said...
...Happy Birthday. She started the laundry. I guess I should go get something to eat quick. Well, you know I will probably take awhile. I also need a shower.
Why do I feel thankful?
Over every obstacle? At least, this one. It was clean cut, in a way. At least, there's that.
How do you feel about "pregnancy??"
I wish people were more discreet about it if you know what I mean.
Hm.
Why am I suddenly "old enough" to make my own decisions?
I guess it's something I've been honestly been working at.
I hate people who don't believe|admit that people are human.
I guess it's something I've been honestly been working at.
I hate people who don't believe|admit that people are human.
When will this be over?
Ah! D:
Something for me to look forward to? I thought I was the one who was good about not getting any free attention.
Something for me to look forward to? I thought I was the one who was good about not getting any free attention.
Kids
I guess the only important thing in anyone's lives is their blood kids and therefore their spouses and families.
Time heals...
...I don't think I'm ever in trouble because my life is so emotionally difficult to handle.
I guess after living harshly...
...things are bound to get better. I just feel bad about last night, misunderstandings or something, so am hiding out in my room on the internet. When my parents go to sleep, I guess I'll cook some chicken fillets and green beans and have some Triscuits, too. I can also have yogurt and the orange or some bananas. I'm also now living off New England Clam Chowder to finish off my appetite. Hey, it's what we have. I do feel a little fat. It's not the best meal. Dessert doesn't quite fix it, I guess. I guess I'll have birthday cake, though, which isn't very good. Next year, we're ... I dunno where I got good cake, maybe at the grocery store that sells things in large packs. I think it was at the other grocery store of the same kind as the one we went to, though. Hey, I could mash some potatos, too, like I had at Disney for my birthday, chicken fillets, green beans, and mashed potatos. They ran out of legs and thighs, so we had 2 breast fillets, my mom and I.
... So, are you supposed to be out of the box?
I guess until time rectifies itself of what you've already been doing.
Punishment
Some people don't realize what they're doing. It turns out they decide to do something else for another reason.
I wonder if Tim Burton and Johnny Depp think they're perfect.
They really have separated themselves from other people.
I wonder why Johnny Depp poses as being so authoritative.
I guess you really have to dig into the situation. Still, I don't agree with his train of thought.
I only call my grandma if I'm ready.
I'm going back to bed. I might have time later, but I'm too tired, now. I might not even eat supper with my family, like I was going to. ,}:(
Why interrupt the festivities?
People from England are so stupid.
Wait, make that immigrants to England.
Wait, make that immigrants to England.
I didn't find it to be true...
...that kids have the same appeal as their parents. It would be nice if they did.
Hypnotization
Ever since I said I was hypnotized to call someone the "n" word, along with that the person wanted me to, people have been trying to control what I do. That's what I don't like. No need to worship someone who wanted me to do something and then the motley crew somehow relayed hate through my family.
...and it's because of something they did wrong.
in a complex situation, giving someone else leverage
People Uncomfortable in England
They think because they are uncomfortable they can do something bad in their attitude, to make it not seem awkward.
Cake Guy
He told my mom he would use the idea for cakes for others, putting the pink over the green to make flowers.
Guilt
Some people find the guilt points to them when dodging the facts and speaking about people in general.
Cake
The guy put little green dots on the sides of my cake. When my mom brought it back to get pink done over it, he put pink dots on the sides of the cake as in the sides going up and down. I saw one drip on the side at the bottom under it, like in a dash.
Breaking Promises
People seem to promise something but then trip over and do something else.
Like I said, I don't approve of being sarcastic in this certain way.
Like I said, I don't approve of being sarcastic in this certain way.
Beating at Me Stupidly When I Don't Feel Well
Now, I have to catch up on eating well ... along with that!
You can't...
...do something and then say you didn't do it. It's a little different when you convinced someone to do something. It's more different when you acted like or also wanted them to do it.
People with parents from the 40s
and from places like England are always beating at things. I thought they reigned in some superiority.
Did you notice what happened?
People introduce something to their kids after they know about something, and it's something that's wrong.
You can't test people
to let them do something wrong to learn rather than being taught or being allowed to make their own decisions, as though it matters.
Every time something good happens to me...
...it does get taken away, for no good reason, but other people are not really perfect, less than I.
People keep getting all creative
and doing new things saying they're just doing what everyone else gets to do.
Culmination From Birth
They're like a culmination from birth of so many complicated things that mean nothing, but I don't mean their existence is nothing. :|
To encourage someone to do something to you
that you don't want them to is not something to be rewarded.
Some People
or all people just really do things to get a kick out of it thinking it doesn't matter and never will. They want you to do something uncomfortable because they apparently are overly comfortable in some messed up way. Some things are obvious. They do it so you feel guilty and maybe not get some thing you've been deserving and wind up receiving. They take it away!
Smarter People...
Some people whine about things that become issues as goals set for others, yet they get the things someone else wanted. Like, to be skinny.
I'm not the one with split personality.
Why do I have to take this God damned medicine? I can technically stop, but my dad and doctor are bribing with me to just take less.
I don't care what the message is.
It's still wrong. They want their kids to be as special as me. I thought everyone was already special. Something funny happened there.
I guess
Tim Burton dictates that you need to let it out because he moved to England.
Johnny Depp has a popular message, that if you're not you're potential you explain it like you're still superior to give others hope.
Johnny Depp has a popular message, that if you're not you're potential you explain it like you're still superior to give others hope.
Something I Thought About
I was writing about people caring about others a lot.
I was thinking about having kids and wondering. I think Florida is considered the modern place. People in California have this fake mold like people from the north and any other part of the country. They are not even shaped like Europeans. If they are, it's just a stereotype. It's pretty obvious, now. I'm right. I figured it out. You can't do something and say oh I messed up but I'm still better. That's not the message.
I was thinking about having kids and wondering. I think Florida is considered the modern place. People in California have this fake mold like people from the north and any other part of the country. They are not even shaped like Europeans. If they are, it's just a stereotype. It's pretty obvious, now. I'm right. I figured it out. You can't do something and say oh I messed up but I'm still better. That's not the message.
People used to
have kids as what they thought life would be the most pleasure as. I don't know what happened to their white hair.
It's funny how...
...some people have successfully "decided to" not have children, whereas others are looking for the perfect solution as to why they thought they had theirs. Some people just can't procreate.
Doing Something a Lot
There's this girl on IMDb who makes lots of real life portraits.
When I was about 10 or 11, I drew a picture of my mom. It looked like her but much more detailed. I tried to save it, but I lost it before the hurricane hit. I did a drawing of an ankylosaurus very quickly perfectly, a copy, in gifted when I was 6. I had been doing art since I was 2 and won 1st place in like every coloring contest and most drawing contests. I mean I did it at home.
When I was about 10 or 11, I drew a picture of my mom. It looked like her but much more detailed. I tried to save it, but I lost it before the hurricane hit. I did a drawing of an ankylosaurus very quickly perfectly, a copy, in gifted when I was 6. I had been doing art since I was 2 and won 1st place in like every coloring contest and most drawing contests. I mean I did it at home.
Connect the Dots and People
That works. Think about what they like, and connect it to something, something more physical? Realize who and what they want.
Singing
I guess I should start vulturing IMDb while I get over the depression of singing so badly. I lost some of my talent. I need to get to the bottom of this. However, when I wait, I come back fresh.
How I Didn't Die
I was gonna just pull myself up to the kitchen bath curtain pole, but for some reason it came unhooked shortly before the day I was gonna. I was about 7 or 8.
Communication
You can't tell everyone like a herd of sheep to get certain things out that should not exist. You have to do it in the right way!
Trash Knowledge
Ever wonder why people have the ability to tell everything about one person but come from a trash background? I mean, like, I've been treated like trash at the mental hospital in Orlando but not in New Orleans.
Alluding to Something Else
Some people think if they can strike a pose that the world is at their feet. I guess it's true.
It seems 2 people make the same problem.
Every thought is the result of something no one specific person did.
People act like
I did something wrong that someone else did. Don't molest me in the process, and I'm not a hermit.
They'll just realize it's their fault.
They look to blame someone and find it was them and so just go on thinking it's okay, okay to annoy me. I can deal with it, but I get hints of people like spurting out anger and hate. I don't need that.
Some People
make the mistake to think I'm always in trouble, but I was always the best one in the class.
I hate people who
always pretend something different actually happened. They think that the world is simple and one thing leads to another. They need to respect people who have okay backgrounds.
Issues
Some people make things issues that shouldn't be issues.
I wonder why some people are more stark than others.
I wonder why some people are more stark than others.
Creative Process
You can't punish me just in case.
I can't be punished for being different from others when I'm right. I don't even remember what I did that seemed like I had such an attitude, but I am sensitive to how I act. I guess they are just deadening types of tips.
I can't be punished for being different from others when I'm right. I don't even remember what I did that seemed like I had such an attitude, but I am sensitive to how I act. I guess they are just deadening types of tips.
I wonder why you can see one of my contact lenses more strongly.
Well, I can see.
Even, it was like this on the practice ones.
Even, it was like this on the practice ones.
I wonder if I need all this fat...
...to make up for being so skinny for so long. I'm like permanently a fatter-looking person.
I just couldn't stand the food we had at home. I guess I need to be more disciplined about it. I guess I'll go fetch another dried up soy burger.
I just couldn't stand the food we had at home. I guess I need to be more disciplined about it. I guess I'll go fetch another dried up soy burger.
How can you control accidents?
Everyone sees things differently. I know something is always gonna pop up that doesn't make sense. I can't loop a string around one issue that's not my fault.
People sometimes don't notice when they do something wrong.
People sometimes don't notice when they do something wrong.
It's interesting when
you find out what's been laid out and what people are really fantasizing about that lead them to do reckless things, for some reason. Some people just have to get it out, even if it's mind-boggling.
Lots to Talk About
It seems it would have been smarter for me to be on the dance team than drama and laureate, but I disagree.
I guess Heaven is real.
So is timelessness. If you are not alive, how do you feel the time gap? If you are, there must be some ricochet for every bad situation, which there is in life.
The Experience
I guess some things happen just for the experience and not to solve life's great mysteries. Every mystery has an answer. You just have to find out what those mysteries even are!
Ever heard of it?
Ever heard of getting in trouble every time someone lays down the line as being more casual? Like, you follow them, and it turns out it's never okay, you know? Maybe, my parents want me to be a dork.
Powerful and Evil
It seems that with power comes the inclination toward both good and bad. I've always tried to be good, but no one gets that.
Control
For some reason, I have control over not bringing up things you're not supposed to, but everywhere I go people are thinking of things like the "n" word.
It seems that other people can see ...
... what your parents did to you. Ugh! That is, really, so lame! Kids don't know what their own parents do to them, but I know not many people would survive mine in how they behave, their attitude when they speak and act.
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