What do you think about people who have nothing to sacrifice?

Do you know *what* all this really is?

It's weird worries like what if we were all good the world would be boring?  Or why aren't you more like your siblings or parents?

I just make it pointedly crystal clear

I am not contending with others's failures and mishaps.

So, all of a sudden

my brother came in in a bad mood, and I still don't know if I know why or not.

He doesn't get in trouble for anything.

I HATE

people who hold hostages.

Still, though

I know I didn't do anything on purpose.

and people

bringing up things and then stifling it with roses.

I'm just mad at

being bombarded with ill will.

I thought I even had this under control.

,:|

I'm not here to listen to

your stance on stupid things.

Hmm.

I'm not used to being able to concentrate online.

Wow, my mom doesn't seem to think she has the same problems as me.

My parents just keep going and going.

Someone needs to walk the plank!!

I definitely have the power

to defame you, now!

WHERE'S MY WEEK AND MY DAY

I'M NOT PUTTING UP WITH THIS STUPIDITY

Did you ever get so mad

you just wanna *beep*?

So, my dream was taken from me.

And this is the logic I get?  I think I stood for what was right.  Uh oh, I hope this isn't a test.  I've got you cornered, now.

I don't touch myself.

Excuses

So, if someone does something wrong to me, it's an excuse for someone else to have the same opportunity.

My blog isn't professional.

Who'd want to talk to me?

I don't get it.

Suddenly everything is all hunky dory because of the "n" word thing?

Yea, my mom especially doesn't like it when

I go on about anything.  ':/

I do feel certain things.

I don't really see what I did wrong.

I mean, you can't be afraid to talk about it.

People are allowed to make mistakes.

DON'T leave anything open for discovery.

Okay, I'm going to sleep soon.

I will set my alarm for supper!

I'm a rebel without a clue.

I'm not hot?

I thought I just saw a dark black cat tail

stick out of my bathtub.

This is Heaven to me.

:{ ... NY is more like

L.A.

NY

How is it like New Orleans?

I wish I didn't post this, in a way.

I just don't know exactly what to post instead.

I can tell who's a good guy and who's a bad guy

and what's "good" and what's bad.

Maybe, I can't do any better than what I have.

Which says something.

:|

Oh dear!  I can talk about whatever I want.

I'm looking pretty ... shabby.

Now what?

I don't want this.

I've figured you out.

You can't overturn a person for what they're worth!

Also, you can't hold hostages.

}:D

I guess we both have some narrowing down to do.

I was taught

not to trust anyone, even if I wanted to.

I wish there was something else to move onto.

:(

You know what I think of you?  I don't.

Oh

Is it 1st impressions?

I see people care about strange things.

3|

Hm.

If I felt more, I wouldn't have these problems.

You know, most people get tired of me sometime.

I don't get you.

I'm kinda supplementary in a more even keel way.

I'm afraid I don't have the same problem as you.

I don't mean to suggest anything in saying we each have problems.

Hmm.

Where did I start playing with you?

You need to work your way up in the world.

Maybe, you should be more sociable with people.

Feelings

People don't understand some things.

You shouldn't claim to be something you're not.

Why act like nothing affects you when things can?

Why do people get addicted to mulling over things I've said concerning them?

People are too afraid to

admit they don't want to admit that black people do call each other niggers and that when people get older they are more likely to get called that actually.

Allow me to illuminate.

Some people can't figure their way out.

I guess they will do what they will do, but they don't really have me, for some reason.

It ... must have taken me awhile, to think it up! :>

Disillusioned

So, that doesn't ring a bell?

So, it took you awhile to digest what had gone down?

See, that wasn't so bad.

Some people claim not to have a voice, in things.

,:(

Oh, but I really wanted to see what would happen.  Tooolate.

WOW, THANKS FOR MAKING ME A LOSER

I think people can still get the drift of what's right.

I can't believe this!

My dignity.  Are some people in a rut?

Weirdo

So, this means war!

Don't worry, I won't hurt you.  I'm not a nigger.

It's like I said...

...would you prefer that you meet Johnny Depp if he insults you?

There are some things I just don't do.  I think clearly what I said all the time if iffy is set up right.

There are some things I don't really get.. like freedom of speech.

Oh, I see.  I still stand by my dignity.  I'm pretty nice.  Go preach to some other real person who needs it.

Fluff

People are less than fluff.

All black people are bad.

They think it's okay to call people niggers.

You should care.

But some things don't happen for a reason.

Ha!

That is so not true.

People don't seem to care about their kids, neither.  Go figure...

So, is it true?

You think that people are not sensitive to the "n" word just because they're adults or teenagers?

Wait until you get proven long in your flawed logicses.

,}:{

Flawed Logic

You'll get nowhere believing that.

Someone who acted like someone should call them the "n" word and then spread the message all over like that's not how it happened isn't a one person who should be hailed god|dess.

I keep getting beat in the back

from the worthless wallowing of my little brother.

Stupid?

So, you decided to have me grow up and not learn what I wanted and then you jump at me like I'm just stupid?

Oh ho ho!

I think we can fix this!

So, I see you just take your anger out on me.

What afraid you'll get so mad at me you'll kill me?

Quit challenging me with stupid questions.

And stop stimulating me.  This just isn't right.  I don't need to submit to losers.

STOP MAKING MISTAKES ON ME.

I TOLD YOU TO LISTEN TO ME BECAUSE I ALWAYS DO THE RIGHT THING INQUIRED.

No need to be all huffy and puffy.

You were the one who ruined my life!

If you're so self-sufficient

leave me be.

Don't take your SHIT out on me.

OH MY GOD

How gay is this?  Someone isn't in the right.

I didn't even do the deed, on purpose.

Like, you don't know who did.  You're just gonna pleasure them up!

It seems like a perverted joke.

I mean, I don't see it getting better.  Ruin my future?  Like crap?

Wow

So, just press a button to affect me yet not be proper.  I mean, it's not perfect.  It's like I did something wrong.  This just doesn't make sense.  Quit thinking I don't know what I'm doing because I have control over it, obviously.

See

I was able to keep it in.

Some

well, most all people are drawn to believe that you're not supposed to care about anyone just to be nice.

Still, most people are beyond that.

Oh so sacred.

*Stop bashing the caterpillar*

I don't believe I am a perv

naturally, but I'm not set up to defend myself nor others.

Excuses, excuses.

You don't know what isn't a protocol.

The truth is obvious.

So try to stick to it, whatever that means.

Killing won't fix things.

You would have been *killed* a long time ago, then.

Americans are so fake

and messed up.

Julie Andrews

Julie Andrews

:D

New Video of Me

YouTube

Oh, so stop for someone else, instead.

THAT'S THE THING YOU WANT TO ACCOMPLISH

People want to look like all cultures in a good way.  It doesn't mean you're a nigger.

Party?

Well, then, go do it!

I mean don't worry be happy.  I might seem silly, but it's just crude hardship.  Oi vay.

The world is full of conflict.

And so is my mind.

Ain't nutt'n wrong w'that.

I'm no-ot.

It's not it!!

I'm not genuine.

Wow

Those dancing videos weren't that great.

Suggestions

It's wise to make sure that everything is basically correct...  nothing outlandish in a bad way.

Best not to pull your trigger.  :/

Well, good thing it's the same thing.

I knew I couldn't elaborate in words.

New Video of Me Dancing...

YouTube

I just named myself clumsy last night

for doing this very thing.

Actually, it was just a little scattered series of

paint.  I think it's clear brown.

What about people who don't share things?

It just gets worse and worse.

I know why people would care.

KILL - ME?

Someone's got problems.

So, this isn't okay?

Well, how would you put it, then, and do you really know what the heck you're even doing?

Quit punishing people who are already in awkward situations.

...if I only could, I'd make a deal with Gaawd, and get him to swap our plac-es...

be running up that road, runnin up that hill...

So, now

why blame me?

Also, I thought we were beyond this little "addiction" in the 1st place!

Danger - Caution - Warning

So, who made my brother uncomfortable?  I thought it was just an accident by me.  You can't be too sure.  Better check the parameter.

I know something happening at the time.  You know, people seem to mess up what you're really saying and don't realize they wouldn't mind if it was someone else who did it.  True, some things aren't perfect, but some things just don't happen.  You can't hope someone will do something bad as your scapegoat, for instance.  I don't really like thinking of what something suggests because my life is actually made of suggestions.

Stop being so difficult.

I wonder if we will meditate on this bestowal.

bestowal

or sign|signal.

You can always count on something to ruin your day!

not to mention, life.

I wonder what the meaning is behind my brother cascading 2 aromas of paint, 1 in graduating drops and I believe the other something of a comet flash.

Talk about taking advantage of the situation when you didn't even do anything bad.  I mean, some things can be seen as bad, but I know I was the one who was wronged ultimately, as people tend to dedicate their lives doing.

So ... get the moves down, beforee..? ,:|

So who "gets" to do what?

Wow, so this is this.

I just noticed Ellen DeGeneres dyes her hair and doesn't paint her nails, while I was thinking of going natural with the hair and painting my nails daily.  It is less cutting your nails, though.

dorky

...HA!

New Video of Me Dancinn'.

http://youtu.be/Nm0hQazPNqU

*shake that*

*every day I'm shufflin'*

>>>>

I like went totally sideways getting back to my chair a bit b4.

http://www.naturallycurly.com/curlreading/kinky-hair-type-4a/coloring-type-4-hair

Somehow, I don't think people are gonna listen-

That's pretty simple.

Don't want someone bad to do something bad.

Singing and Dancing

I dunno if I wanna use words.

let's get ... DOWN

pples

hip hop the jiggly puff

}:D * * * * * *

get up get up . . .

* put your hands up  put your hands up  put your hands up  put your hands up * 

I guess I'm looking for instant gratification

instant gratification

in a college major

*>^..^<*~

"French, German, or Italian?"

I was looking at the music degree at UCF.  I think I would do German because it's more of a basic language and the framework for understanding French well..

I'm not unwilling, though.

You know, I've kinda always been this way...

I guess I'll have to settle down in Florida.

I was a bit loopy when came from Florida.

...and, bear in mind that...

...The parents wanted me to do it.

Do you realize...

...I've been pushed with my dignity like an experiment to call someone the "n" word online and in return people are sarcastic and no one is on my side.  Haha!  It's as though I just said that, and even if I did then so what?  It doesn't seem like I would do it otherwise because there has to be a reason.  It's getting better, but I notice certain things, you know?

*Every day I'm shufflin'*

Funny How That Works

Mystery solved!

I always [tried to] followed the path of the straight and narrow.

Giving up certain "feelings."

*rolls on tippy toes*

You know...

...a lot of people are allowed to "feel" a lot.  I wonder if I'll do without.  Maybe, I'll learn to feel.

I have something big to say!

And it isn't in, in a way!

I guess when some happiness is due to me

I don't get it but still have needs.

Well, my problem

is, apparently, limited.  I feel fine, now.  ^..^

I was thinking

I'd do some more pictures of me to see how I did in the time that lapsed.  I feel I need to get out and do something, and I think that something is community theater.

I dunno if I can...

...have to wait too long to post pictures of me to my Photobucket.  I do have a main page of best photos.

My mood is alright but far from perfect.  The photos help me.  I wonder if there's anything wrong with them and what I should do.

If people are jealous of me posting photos, then maybe that means they need to post more of them.

It's really helped me with interacting with other people.

I should have done this a long time ago.  I'm still feeling my way around.

It might seem like I'm not in the right mood to post photos, but I guess one thing to wonder would be would it be wise to wait?  A lot of people post casual photos of themselves.

I guess what I don't understand is why not post them?  I mean, they're my photos.  If people don't like me for it, then so be it.  I don't really know what the future holds for me.  I have goals and want to control it.  I think it'll get better.  In a lot of ways today I had a good day.

New Photos of Me

Photobucket
Photobucket

I thought I took more at the beginning but don't know where they went.

New Photos and Video of Me

Photobucket
Photobucket

YouTube

I'm not really a very attractive-looking person, am I?

Technically, so, who all else is?  Maybe, I'm extra-ugly!

Maybe, I'm too mixed to be that good-looking.  I'm probably a fool!

Wow, I didn't know I was Jewish growing up.  So many people are.  Johnny Depp is indian and maybe not Jewish.  He's also related to the 1st freed African woman.  Wow, so I have more wild genes and genes from hotter climates.