I can accept somethings

and see the meaning behind them.  I just don't want to waste my time.  I mean, I'm getting older and want to do something with my life.  I have things for me that are fun.

I'm not literally wasting my time, but like I don't need to go through these riddles.  I like riddles, but I mean the ones that are like ... well, they're okay, but they surprise me.

I just don't like being guilty of the "n" word thing.  It's taken up too much of my life.