Being Made Fun Of

I don't remember ... maybe it was my being like a classical|traditional I mean old-fashioned person and the "n" word thing that people sense from me...  It was tough a bit.  I just reacted in the end that I don't fashion up myself for anyone sexually, like look like a young person who has a typical look that shows they're like a doll version of their elders or something, or like a more stimulated, more warped version of their parents, like an overly happy version of an older generation.