Monday, June 18, 2012
Let's see.
I'm starving and have a frozen pizza I'm about to eat. :p
I have laundry. That should about do it. I suppose, I could do Twitter after that. I have to catch up on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," too, so I might watch what's online of when the golf tournament was on.
I have laundry. That should about do it. I suppose, I could do Twitter after that. I have to catch up on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," too, so I might watch what's online of when the golf tournament was on.
Rough Day
I might do Twitter a bit later if not tomorrow. :|
I'll post about Justin Bieber's CD on Blogger, at least. Album. :)
I'll post about Justin Bieber's CD on Blogger, at least. Album. :)
Excuses Excuses
Trying to follow others's logic. Then, they make the excuse that things have to go downhill anyway or else they will feel like something needs to happen.
Ad Libbing
I just didn't do anything, but people want to pick at what wasn't supposed to be picked at when things were tossed up, in a pretty friendly way...
Things are going hunky-dory, and I have a feeling things are being hashed.
It was the other way around with people before. Certain people wanted life for me to be crude, and others wanted it to be fluff. They get through to what they're through to.
I have a feeling this is going back to that time I got upset that something was lodged in my memory, but you can always think of it in relation to something else. I think things are really catching on.
You know, there are some things I don't remember doing.
Things are going hunky-dory, and I have a feeling things are being hashed.
It was the other way around with people before. Certain people wanted life for me to be crude, and others wanted it to be fluff. They get through to what they're through to.
I have a feeling this is going back to that time I got upset that something was lodged in my memory, but you can always think of it in relation to something else. I think things are really catching on.
You know, there are some things I don't remember doing.
I thought Irish people were cool.
I thought they were kinda like the English.
They seem kinda gifted.
I'm thinking, though, that Irish is pretty straightforward.
They seem kinda gifted.
I'm thinking, though, that Irish is pretty straightforward.
I wonder
it seems it was big in New Orleans that if you seem right you get wronged. I need a place to grow and develop, too!
Ah!
I kinda wished I quit college in New Orleans and moved to Orlando. I can't believe I'm already 26. I've been here for 6 years.
I will not do anything to say I did it.
I mean, I don't say "nigger."
People think that I am one and that me being a good person doesn't make them look as good by comparison.
People think that I am one and that me being a good person doesn't make them look as good by comparison.
You know, it's very peculiar
people would get at me like I'm not even already branded a good person. All these things that happened were just to get at me.
See
People really prefer to do things that aren't really safe for me.
They say, oh, you deserve it, but it's not good for me, and in the end people forget that people wanted me to do it for their own fun. I can't get beyond this. People are just stuck here and blame all their problems on me, literally.
They say, oh, you deserve it, but it's not good for me, and in the end people forget that people wanted me to do it for their own fun. I can't get beyond this. People are just stuck here and blame all their problems on me, literally.
So, what's at stake?
It seems that lots of people get away with saying certain things. Maybe, they don't expect anything to happen, but I guess people go out of their way to get them back even if things should be okay and perhaps more casual. I don't know. For some reason, the thought escaped me.
I used to just post online innocently, and I didn't know anyone was following me. I didn't look to see if they were. I was happier. Then, something happened. ... I had nothing else to do but to start looking up more on the internet and ended up meeting people I wasn't prepared to meet. I sorta wish I did it before, so that things would be cool, probably.
I used to just post online innocently, and I didn't know anyone was following me. I didn't look to see if they were. I was happier. Then, something happened. ... I had nothing else to do but to start looking up more on the internet and ended up meeting people I wasn't prepared to meet. I sorta wish I did it before, so that things would be cool, probably.
Oh, so, I see, now.
Supposedly, bad things are in store to happen, anyway, but maybe not. I wonder why people can't just shift it in the other direction.
I feel this is all some big game
of mixed people who have Irish genes, but somehow I'm not playing.
People think the Irish are all creative and stuff and cool and nasty at the same time.
They think it's about like stimulating someone in a way before they get criticized and depending on how much you're used to getting away without doing anything wrong, they will proportion certain amounts of punishments, moreso if you're a perfectionist just to be nasty.
Just think of how all I just said applies as to what doing something wrong is.
They try to copy others and see how you are treated and then do something in the wrong way trying to look cool. Well, it might seem cool, but I'm thinking of how you try to control certain people as though you have more of a handle on the situation. I was brought up to have respect for other ways of thinking, but it's backfired with people who are mad and don't care. It makes me wonder. You could actually look at it as a topic. I just feel things are being brought up with me postpartum. I can see why. I suppose everyone gets to have a say or has to have a message to give. I suppose I could be in the wrong, but people forget how I'm in the right in other ways and how my intentions must have been pure. I suppose those things I do are a bit crazy. I guess we'll see what else happens and if we can move along.
People think the Irish are all creative and stuff and cool and nasty at the same time.
They think it's about like stimulating someone in a way before they get criticized and depending on how much you're used to getting away without doing anything wrong, they will proportion certain amounts of punishments, moreso if you're a perfectionist just to be nasty.
Just think of how all I just said applies as to what doing something wrong is.
They try to copy others and see how you are treated and then do something in the wrong way trying to look cool. Well, it might seem cool, but I'm thinking of how you try to control certain people as though you have more of a handle on the situation. I was brought up to have respect for other ways of thinking, but it's backfired with people who are mad and don't care. It makes me wonder. You could actually look at it as a topic. I just feel things are being brought up with me postpartum. I can see why. I suppose everyone gets to have a say or has to have a message to give. I suppose I could be in the wrong, but people forget how I'm in the right in other ways and how my intentions must have been pure. I suppose those things I do are a bit crazy. I guess we'll see what else happens and if we can move along.
I was gonna say something else.
Well, yea, like I can do or say something while I'm upset and people still take advantage of that even if I don't want to show it.
Something "Creative" People Do
They like to make me get upset and then act like it's so bad to get a bit upset inside when something bad is about to happen, not sure why, just to make it seem like I can't be perfect and that it happened because I got a little upset inside.
What did I do wrong?
People are so critical of when I get upset. Things for me aren't so good, anymore. In a way, they are, I have to see, that things should always be okay at some level. If I do something normal where I'm mad but not actually intentionally, people get at me in unproportionate manners. They all want me to learn certain things on how to live my life but never do it in words but rather take up my life in order to do it. I thought if someone did something to you, you could be upset or do something about it or change your ways, hopefully though that you find a good way to change things.
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