Putting Behind Me All Negativity

Woah, that jog about Orlando...

Tip: Exercise

I moved the Tips section on my MySpace to be higher up and added a tip on exercising:

"Just doing a little exercise in any area goes a long way. You have to do some exercise I think in each major area: jogging, sit-ups, side sit-ups, and push-ups."

myspace.com/christina-barrett

I feeeel good .....

I went for a jog, took a shower and a bath, and did my sit-ups, side sit-ups, and push-ups.

I figure the price to pay for the "n" word misunderstanding

is that it's not going to be feasible now for me to be an actor.

So, I figured

that some people just hold onto stark reality of "what's" been done and not the big picture.

Why would people have to resort to picking on me to begin with?

I was pretty presentable.  People don't want any part of what's initially their fault that things got started.  I know it shouldn't matter that much.

People seem to wonder now

why go into something about someone if that person isn't even there if it's too much.

So, am I the bad guy now?

I think not.  The one who doesn't know what she's doing?  Why is that debatable?

Wow, someone doesn't keep secrets.

Do you ever feel people are gauging your attitude?

People get mad and others are okay with it all the time.

I guess people don't want bad things to elicit a response.

On no's!

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" didn't record.  Instead, there's an hour's coverage of a fire in a road.  I know that reruns don't record with talk shows and yea other TV shows.  I know this wasn't a rerun, though.  :'(

I feel like I'm gonna see a ghost of some sort if

I watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," but here I go.  It's fun.

Ghosts

Ghosts

Apparently

My life of staying at home and of just doing message boards to read has been dissevered.

I got upset at racism, and then I ended up leaving the house some.  I got mad and threw some things and got sent to the mental hospital for a month.  Every time I go there it really changes me, but my dad is kicking me out if I ever go back.  Last time, I was there for 1 day.  So, since then, I've been leaving the house more.

My grandma wanted me to read some Bible readings with my dad and then had me call her every day for maybe almost a year and do Bible readings.  It was a bit different.  I don't even give myself up to reading any books nor think I am in good health to.  At 1st, I thought her reading was a joke.  I mean the passages are so short.  I've stopped calling her, at least until September.  I still like going to the movies, though, so we'll see what I do, altogether.

There's nothing bad to expect from me.

People seem to overlook that

I look more European than them.

People get violent about not being Asian.

Passing Thought

Did you notice people used to be about being bad, like it means you're not stuck up, and now they act like they've vied for traditional goodness, in a way?

Breaking Promises

Did you ever find that people play with things and try to make up stuff?

You'll find that

you don't actually value every person, yourself...