Thursday, June 7, 2012
Skizzards
I see a skizzard on the wole!
Urm. I feel that people from the south do not feel. Maybe, that's because my mom is from out-of-the-U.S.
Urm. I feel that people from the south do not feel. Maybe, that's because my mom is from out-of-the-U.S.
I know what hit home~
So, I'm from the South. What happens is I really feel a certain way about things that matter! <3 These *things* though, are real modern things!
I've informed my parents
I'll ignore my brother if he gets all jittery like that and get used to it.
I think there was something ~
I connected with before I moved to Orlando. I lived in the New Orleans area and at college downtown in some obscurity. I get very hurt by people all the time here.
At least, I'll take this opportunity to-
-say... not wanting anyone to resort to anything out of the ordinary or anything, I'm wondering about people. I'm pretty good at explaining things, I see. The past is the past. You cannot change it.
I have a deep hatred for people who diss modern life. I grew up in southeastern and northeastern Florida, mainly.
I haate people in England who think they "do things literally." FINE LITERALLY MAKE IT SEEM LIKE YOU WANT ME TO CALL YOUR DAUGHTER, WHO IS ONLY 1, THE "N" WORD AND THEN BRAODCAST IT! I don't know who to blame, though, essentially. I know who participated in different facets. :| ...
Okay, then, there's the rejects in the U.S. who say to themselves and others, "Okay, I do it, literally." Do what? I mean the people from the middle of the country. I've been to the top and bottom of the middle of the country, too!
What these people in the U.S. literally do is insult you. They think of some insult and think it's cool because they're just rednecks. Or whatever?
I have a deep hatred for people who diss modern life. I grew up in southeastern and northeastern Florida, mainly.
I haate people in England who think they "do things literally." FINE LITERALLY MAKE IT SEEM LIKE YOU WANT ME TO CALL YOUR DAUGHTER, WHO IS ONLY 1, THE "N" WORD AND THEN BRAODCAST IT! I don't know who to blame, though, essentially. I know who participated in different facets. :| ...
Okay, then, there's the rejects in the U.S. who say to themselves and others, "Okay, I do it, literally." Do what? I mean the people from the middle of the country. I've been to the top and bottom of the middle of the country, too!
What these people in the U.S. literally do is insult you. They think of some insult and think it's cool because they're just rednecks. Or whatever?
A Strange Turn of Events..
So, I think I stimulated my brother today. I was so mad. The noise he was making sounded like he said, "You're Gay." My mom made a move for the worse when I reacted to her coming home, like I felt uncomfortable and turned my head.
So, I feel bad for my brother.
So, I feel bad for my brother.
Ahhh
My brother's in the bathroom! The toilet clogged. It always does when my brother is home from college for a long time, but I don't think it happened this Christmas. Or something like that. :p I put on my nail polish and was gonna clean the toilet after it dried because I was waiting until my parents were in bed.
So, for some reason my "hat stand" fell over. 2 of the 3 bottom things snapped. It like splintered off.
I also saw a ghost when I was jogging. There were long thin trees or something, like pencils. I saw a long thin shadow move and it couldn't have been me because I was too far away and nothing was shining there. A real ghost!
So, for some reason my "hat stand" fell over. 2 of the 3 bottom things snapped. It like splintered off.
I also saw a ghost when I was jogging. There were long thin trees or something, like pencils. I saw a long thin shadow move and it couldn't have been me because I was too far away and nothing was shining there. A real ghost!
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
I think I figured it out.
Germans are mad they're not Scandinavian so get mad at people who come from places further south than they are.
I'm watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."
Oh dear! I got annoyed 1st at my mom, but not much happened. I just was dodging thoughts of curse words or something like that. Then, my brother was making food in the kitchen while I was eating something I had just made for like 45 minutes. The noise he made bothered me. I made some noise with my silverware and maybe my cup, and then I went to tell my mom. I told my brother I could call the police and that they don't believe you if you defend yourself because that happened to me twice.
How can you be worried
both if a person were to have done something yet or that it's important that they don't do it at all.
I don't need
other people to be rubbed in my face.
I don't wanna see you take the time to rephrase that.
I don't wanna see you take the time to rephrase that.
Bothered
I'm having funny feelings about my grandma with me not calling her for awhile. I don't know that I will go back and call her that much, though I hoped I would. I am not sure of her sincerity. It is fun.
Oh
so people think they can refer to me as something without going back and thinking about what it was that I did. Well, I won't accept that. 1st of all, I didn't do anything... I was just receiving the message others told me. I saw what was coming and acted, rather than forgetting about it as I should have. However, people do make mistakes like that. :|
..Whatever
works for the interim.
Also, I represent where I'm from, but I don't actually agree with my heritage.
Also, I represent where I'm from, but I don't actually agree with my heritage.
2 Ways of Listening
Either you can assume that the goal is to be a movie star or that other things are just as fun.
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Sometimes the solution is
to do it differently in the 1st place. I mean, you can have your mind set on 1 thing.
Only on iTunes
I'm listening to samples so far of Gypsy - the original Broadway cast remastered - "Let Me Entertain You" and "Baby June and her Newsboys."
Time to Tap in Hidden Hubs
It's not in it in stage theater because that's another version of a movie star.
Music is one of a kind.
Music is one of a kind.
People forget
who a person was when they think they did something wrong when that's not what they did or I guess if they quit.
I'm not really mad.
I'm just saying. Some people have addictions that if someone does something that they think is wrong that with some people they wanna do something about it but can't.
I guess ':D
Audrey Hepburn was so attractive because she had a perfect figure, shape, and size, but also wasn't all hard and feelinglesss.
I don't like people who
when younger act like they're over and above me. Stop assuming I ever did anything wrong on purpose.
I guess too much of the wrong kind of person
... doing the wrong kind of thing ... can really get to you when it's all over and done with. ,:'
So!
People want good people to get in trouble because they are bad they don't have the same problems, but they will get in trouble for it, whereas people who are usually bad do not get in trouble all the time.
I just felt the right side of my brain slosh around.
I thought I heard some scrubbing noises when I went to the bathroom. My brother just finished in the laundry room, which is by the garage which is my room. It was from where my dad was.
It felt kind of removed but upset my brain. I can still feel it's different. I think it's damaged.
It felt kind of removed but upset my brain. I can still feel it's different. I think it's damaged.
I used to even
just sit and listen to music. I listened to it when I was 9 and about to or starting piano. I'd stay home alone in the dark even listening to Beethoven for the 1st time. :p When I was 7 or 8, my aunt gave me children's folk songs. That was my favorite. I fell in love with things like Appalachian Springs when I discovered it.
http://youtu.be/joQab4jmrjU
I haven't always been into music. It doesn't really stimulate me, so-to-speak, but it gets me excited in a way I guess.
http://youtu.be/joQab4jmrjU
I haven't always been into music. It doesn't really stimulate me, so-to-speak, but it gets me excited in a way I guess.
HA-
I can imagine other people listening to music and going all cross-eyed. I understand music, so I picture every note in essence more or less.
Kids are into it.
I see they're using it as a base comparison to mate. Even little kids! I guess so that no one tricks them into this kind of stuff, again, because apparently it wasn't intended.
I just realized something disgusting.
People want to make sure it's not good to call people the "n" word but don't necessarily hate me for it.
I think people are actually critical of me
because I don't work. I was told to leave college. I was told to take a break for even more than a semester or year it seemed.
They aren't.
They need to stop being so catty.
I don't really have an outward attitude, even, which most people have too much of.
I don't really have an outward attitude, even, which most people have too much of.
People forgot
if something was already there that automatically it's bad it's not my fault because it wasn't that way before.
Some people are so wacky.
And I go by the real message and don't limit myself to the English language.
Almost Forgot - Ah, yes!
... People always want you to take liberties when talking to keep things interesting and accurate rather than fluffy and brainless and unappealing.
"America's Got Talent"
When my brother goes back to college, I can probably watch it at night. My dad wants to get me something to record shows in in my room but hasn't. I'll try to get it in my schedule. Also, I'd like to get back into "The Secret Circle," "The Vampire Diaries," start watching "True Blood" which we paid for which after my birthday I was gonna find the channel and ask my mom to cancel it, and "Ghost Adventures," which made me see ghosts after I took a long break from it which probably doesn't make anyone very happy.
"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
So, it was a good episode. I liked the singer a lot. The people who came in with the boy who committed suicide were inspiring. Going back thinking of deaths, I'm not sure if any of them were suicide now. I wonder if I have kids what they will think when suicide comes to their mind. It doesn't come to my mind much, anymore.
A Job
It would be nice. I'm not sure where I'd be comfortable. I do want to be an actress. I could just do that. I wish more people would become actors, even if they have another job, already. I guess they'd have to be taking some vacation days off to see if they make it.
I don't believe in testing things out
nor bringing them up blatantly. I think they should be dealt with.
Why, like with some people
do people want to mimic their parents? They're not very good at it. They think they can create a world for a person.
Oh, do you know, where you're going?
Did you know everyone in the New Orleans area I was at wore like ribbon ribbons on their ponytails????
Just saying
Florida is hot and not that physical doesn't mean we can't have a life and culture, too!
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