Sunday, May 27, 2012

Old IMDb Accounts

http://www.imdb.com/user/ur33790337/boards/profile
http://www.imdb.com/user/ur33791337/boards/profile

New IMDb Accounts

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Did you ever realize

something important happens because of something important?

The remote's not broke.

Why do I feel the urge to say sorry

long after I already have?  I thought usually you did it one time, maybe others, though for most people that would be considered unnecessary.  I didn't think there were any exceptions to the rule.

Is it something I missed?  Why doesn't anyone else do anything like this?

Certain Words Versus Certain Actions

There is no "bad word," just bad meanings.  These days, it's become safe to not use them against others, though I accept when people are bad to me.  I agree, it seems like it would be out-of-place to use certain ones, but at least the person knows they didn't do anything wrong if they are called something, though they may have done something wrong to be in that position, depends really.

I know people don't get in trouble for using lots of words a lot.  I thought I'd use them only when they fit in and not against others, I guess unless the unlikely even that I lost it in which case would be a defense.  It's become so that they pry on perfectionists so that when attacked you shouldn't be using bad words.  It's probably not an idea that makes sense, anyway.  Just consider these words fads.

So, forget that I

and my family are fed up with people denying that I did the right thing.

So, some people wanna

bring up stuff with me but get mad when I try to solve a problem?

They don't believe in

others getting mad, like just a little critical.

Why do some people

think it's about being fair to those who "don't follow the rules?"

Why do people idealize

things to be upfront yet submissive?

Did you notice

people are figuring out who did the right thing?

I don't actually

condemn people for their faults|flaws.

I can't find a post.

I thought I said Johnny Depp was ditzy.  People say he acts drunk.  That's probably because they say he drinks a lot of alcohol.  At least, I didn't say that.  I was mad already about something that's had some people up on me.  I didn't say what it was.  I already addressed that issue, though.  It was quite successful of an address.  I can't even find the sensation I was thinking of.  :(  Anyway, sorry.  I just find that his fans or the public take him haphazardly and keep getting confused.  He seems to designate that his fans are innocent.

Johnny Depp

I was thinking about him while I posted some things but didn't say it was him specifically I intended to point out.

Is it a ghost?

God help me.

I didn't do anything that's illegal.

This shouldn't even be happening.

They seem to always find something.

Though, it doesn't make sense.  I'm hoping my dad just gets a new remote.

I was having a good morning.

Baby Boomers and such are obsessed with bringing up the past.

Do some people believe in having fun

while thinking you are worthless?

Johnny Depp

He probably doesn't like being told this, but he did seem to put pressure on posting about him online after Sweeney Todd, or is it just me that I did music and thought I should?  It's just that you can't prove the opposite point if that's not what happened.  I forget how I figured.

I'M TIRED OF PEOPLE PICKING ON ME

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" didn't play and record on Friday.  Now, the remote's not working.  It's just not working pressing the guide and record options.  I threw it 2 years ago when I was mad, and suddenly this happens.  That's when I went to the mental hospital for a month.

I should have happily just done this!

Music Education

The Music Therapy facilities

were nicer.

If I was ready to go to college and major in Music Education...

...it would have been paradise.

Helena Bonham Carter

I hope my figuring out what happened doesn't put her in danger.

Why not just happily roll along?

Go along with the crowd and laugh at how bad I am and my situation!

Don't deny though when it seems like I as a person deserve something.

I will not be joining in the "festivities."

People Who Hang Onto the Past as an Excuse

are RACISTS

Flawed Logic

You'd think, oh, well that's too bad if you wanted a better relationship with your parents because I don't have one.

Proof No One Cares About Me

So, I have problems when I go to the ice cream shop with customers and with the people who work at all the smoothie places.

Also, I think Helena Bonham Carter wants me dead in at 1st acting like I should call her daughter the "n" word online.  I can see her thinking that I might kill her from being so mad at how she rubs in her joy that Tim Burton is her father and I don't get to see him.  He's stopped doing interviews, too, so I've lost interest in him.  Not really, but he seems nice when he does get out in public.  Anyway, I can just see Helena Bonham Carter saying, "She's going to do it" about her daughter acting mean, and she did.  She cares so much about her daughter she wants to get me mad enough to kill her, but I won't, of course.  She thinks I need to get it out another way and plans to do me away because she wants Tim Burton all for herself and he likes me and she's Jewish and figures she can pick on me being Chinese-Indonesian though Tim Burton liked me a lot.

It's suppertime!

I felt really depressed, but...

Highlight to read if you want to read about going to the bathroom


I didn't feel like I had to pooh, but I had to pee but not that badly.  I ended up going just because I had to blow my nose and got my hands dirty.  I do have hand sanitizer in my room.  Anyway, so I went and I poohed kind of a lot.  I feel better now.

Saturday, May 26, 2012

New Video of Me Singing

YouTube

Nighty Night

I'm going to bed, soon.  I think.

You can never get enough attention.

From the little peoples.

I added a description.

YouTube

It's nice to know that things matter.

People don't examine themselves.

6 New Photos of Me

Photobucket

2 New Videos and 28 New Photos of Me

YouTube

Photobucket

Doing Things Quickly

It's about figuring out your problems, quickly!

Explaining and Pointing out Things

It's about explaining things and pointing things out without having to say anything further.

Oversimplifying and Overcomplicating

Howcome some people try to oversimplify things and overcomplicate them?

12 New Photos of Me

Photobucket

Several New Videos of Me

YouTube

Things You're *Going* to Do

Some people are all about already having the experience.

Even though you don't feed your kid right

supposedly, you expect their behavior to be in a queue on spot?

New Video of Me Singing

YouTube

New Video of Me Singing

YouTube

SOOME PEOPLE...

have no control over what they do and deny their weakness.

THOSE ... WERE ... THE ... DAYS

MY FRIEND
I THOUGHT THEY'D NEVER END
THOSE WERE THE DAYS
THE DAYS THE DAYS MY FRIEND

THOSE WERE THE DAYS, MY FRIEND
I THOUGHT THEY'D NEVER END
THOSE WERE THE DAYS
THE DAYS, THE DAYS, MY FRIEND

Argh

I have a tired, tight feeling in my head!

People will just keep adding things.

Some things Gramma can't do for me.

Skilled

Some people need to learn not to put a negative twang to their messages.  I can do without a secret message for a good few years.

I don't like when people dumb others to stimulate them.

I don't like the messages to build.

New Baby Pictures

http://cb-me-through-the-years.weebly.com

So, that's "when" I'm on top.

Wow.. I get blamed for everything!

It feels like I took a break from jogging too long.

I feel sorta depressed.

Putting Behind Me All Negativity

Woah, that jog about Orlando...

Tip: Exercise

I moved the Tips section on my MySpace to be higher up and added a tip on exercising:

"Just doing a little exercise in any area goes a long way. You have to do some exercise I think in each major area: jogging, sit-ups, side sit-ups, and push-ups."

myspace.com/christina-barrett

I feeeel good .....

I went for a jog, took a shower and a bath, and did my sit-ups, side sit-ups, and push-ups.

I figure the price to pay for the "n" word misunderstanding

is that it's not going to be feasible now for me to be an actor.

So, I figured

that some people just hold onto stark reality of "what's" been done and not the big picture.

Why would people have to resort to picking on me to begin with?

I was pretty presentable.  People don't want any part of what's initially their fault that things got started.  I know it shouldn't matter that much.

People seem to wonder now

why go into something about someone if that person isn't even there if it's too much.

So, am I the bad guy now?

I think not.  The one who doesn't know what she's doing?  Why is that debatable?

Wow, someone doesn't keep secrets.

Do you ever feel people are gauging your attitude?

People get mad and others are okay with it all the time.

I guess people don't want bad things to elicit a response.

On no's!

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" didn't record.  Instead, there's an hour's coverage of a fire in a road.  I know that reruns don't record with talk shows and yea other TV shows.  I know this wasn't a rerun, though.  :'(

I feel like I'm gonna see a ghost of some sort if

I watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," but here I go.  It's fun.

Ghosts

Ghosts

Apparently

My life of staying at home and of just doing message boards to read has been dissevered.

I got upset at racism, and then I ended up leaving the house some.  I got mad and threw some things and got sent to the mental hospital for a month.  Every time I go there it really changes me, but my dad is kicking me out if I ever go back.  Last time, I was there for 1 day.  So, since then, I've been leaving the house more.

My grandma wanted me to read some Bible readings with my dad and then had me call her every day for maybe almost a year and do Bible readings.  It was a bit different.  I don't even give myself up to reading any books nor think I am in good health to.  At 1st, I thought her reading was a joke.  I mean the passages are so short.  I've stopped calling her, at least until September.  I still like going to the movies, though, so we'll see what I do, altogether.

There's nothing bad to expect from me.

People seem to overlook that

I look more European than them.

People get violent about not being Asian.

Passing Thought

Did you notice people used to be about being bad, like it means you're not stuck up, and now they act like they've vied for traditional goodness, in a way?

Breaking Promises

Did you ever find that people play with things and try to make up stuff?

You'll find that

you don't actually value every person, yourself...

I edited this post.

http://19christinabarrett86.blogspot.com/2012/05/respect.html

How can you judge a situation you're not in?

Some things matter to some people already, so it's not like something new.  It's like something set in stone.

I have to remind myself...

...of why I [have to]|that I care about certain|any people.

I guess some people are able to use certain things as tools.

So many people

aren't what they were supposedly.

I don't see why I'm treated differenlty in respect to others.

Some people are just insane.

I edited a post.

http://19christinabarrett86.blogspot.com/2012/05/this-has-turned-into.html

People think they can dish out sex appeal to me.

In the form of condemning me, but that's beyond the point.  I'm kind of an adult.  I agree, people who are born in the late 60s and onward are still kids, though.

Some people wanna defend "bad" people.

Some People

Some people don't believe in details.

Some people don't believe in planning ahead.

Baiting

Some things do make sense to me.  However, some things have bothered me.

Still, I'm not quite right, with some things.  I can take them as they are, but I've already started complaining.  There's no sense in going back.  I am worried, though.

Time to Eat

The Truth

Can't be worked up about people knowing the truth.

Respect

It's best to see who you respect.

I'm not gonna fetch myself after your own issues.

Fools

I'm not justified into being prodded for the "n" word thing.  Sometimes, when you're mad, you use the word.  If someone did something to you, you might use it.  It was only online and like no one saw because I deleted it.  I was totally being wronged and still am.  I wish I didn't use it and wouldn't have if I could go back.  I just wasn't feeling well, and it's not my fault.

This has turned into

people thinking hopefully I deserve to be forwardly prodded into worshiping them and wronging myself.

Making Your Own Decisions

Some people are obsessed with trying to pick at you for things you shouldn't have done but that aren't that bad.

A lot of people won't admit that some things are really misunderstandings because they themselves are more disqualified to pass|contribute judgement.